Me with a world of my version

I have many version of me in my world. Facing them sometimes become taught, I look at myself and i wonder what makes me different from them! I've been sleeping for hours but after waking up I discovered a feelings that came to me in my near past but i couldn't believe. It sometimes also feel like my brother, sister and my mother also following my footsteps. My heart is telling me to talk about these things with my brother but its been while since we talked and now some Spirit is trying to bend the page with air so that i don't write the reason. But form the bottom of my heart i ask for his forgiveness.